i make my bed hoping that we'll one day share our own too. That's love for you.

good night.

Got me self ROTF Optimus Primeee!




And my growing collection transformers...







Which will transform into...






That is all. I'll show the rest of my collection next time. Rollllll out!

1)Hell Bent For Feather (Judas Priest)
2)Trapped under Rice(Metallica)
3)Iron Fish(Motorhead)
4)Beneath The Honey Stars(Cradle Of Filth)
5)The Seventh Fine (Malmsteen)
6)Above The Winter, Mooning (Dragonforce)
7) EdgeBlusher (Fear Factory)
8)Wait & Sweep (Slipknot)
9) Chocolate Rain (Ozzy)
10)Angel Of Deaf (slayer)

Trees will make a forest
trees will make a home
Never send a boy to clear a bear trap
Or you will be bringing a bodybag home.

I've found Brand New's Fight Off Your Demons demos! Untitled 2 sounds like Jesse swimming in Morrissey's records. Favourite track.

I'm on my last day of my long leave. Four days of bumming in various positions( Saya tried hang tuah bersila mode; not good for ass) was just what i needed. When you've been waking up everyday with something to do right till you get to sleep, you'll treasure this short period idleness. And who said an idle mind is a devil's workshop? The devil's workshop is an ideal place to labour yourself to death. So cruel.

2012 is a good movie. I kid you not. I wonder why would someone flame solely on its weak pseudo-scientific theories of Earth crust displacement and Mayan mumbo jumbo. Org putih pakai tie memang bodoh whenever they review a movie.

Oh yea. below is a cool cover of shakira. Tried not to choke yourself in laughter, k? I know I did.

When Punk rock was still punk, this band was the bomb. Lyrics pretty much sum up my teens.

See his hair botak like mine. haahahs.

Maybe its time to go indian. 'Wedgetarian' food anyone?

Quite possibly the most disgusting thing since puberty. Enjoy.

Quite disappointed. Was actually looking forward to it.

Almost everyone I know has ambitions. What's mine? Well, to open my very own cafe of course. A cafe serving up rich espresso and lattes with swirly rosetta leaf art on the top. What is playing in the background?(*hinthint Iron MAIDEN) All is full of love.

Speaking of which, I haven't exactly been nice to my sweet love. RosSyaf. Monstrositi don't give up. I'm actually quite selfish in that I let hurt betray her heart. So I have been mentally flagellated myself. To appease the gods of emotions, this is what i must do. Too bad can't serve perishable offerings. Bankrupt liao. How now. PAy is only next week.  This feels like running a full marathon without drinking enough water. And water is only available at the finishing line. Garh.

Saya closet Cranberries fan. I think the 1st album is scarier than the scariest nekro kvlt black metal album you can find. 


But I'm in so deep, you know I'm such a fool for you
You got me wrapped around your finger
Do you have to let it linger
Do you have to, do you have to
Do you have to let it linger

Syaf best.

BTw. Anybody knows where to get T.U.K. shoes? 

 My cousin, the big fat lumptard who sleeps in the same room with me is at the police station.*time of print

Well, it's the usual case of 'gangfights' at school and he was part of the hoodlum. Y must fight. Bodo.

He had it all. Yeah. so he screwed up by wasting his time trying to be like all the Matfucks in Singapore. He thinks its his way of becoming the coolest kid in school. You know, the kind that goes, "Eh dia budak sakklalalalauklown ah, don't mess with him." Bodo.

What i'm not happy was that my grandparents and my aunt and uncle were trying to do was see if they can have his criminal charges reduced.
They're going to different ustazs(religious men with funny turbans) to see if the  ustazs can offer some prayers hoping things might be not be that bad for my lumptard you know who. bodo.

It's plain fucking obvious that this anak jahanam will not change if they keep doing this. And I don't see why going to ustazs helps. They are not Prof. Dumbledore and the only wand that they have is the satay stick that they use to ajar mengaji. Bummer. What is so good about becoming a matrip, can somebody enlighten my quizzing mind? The average malay teenager wastes his time trying to 'outcool' everyone else when he suddenly realises everyone else have left without him.

There's so much that life can offer but if we choose to trap ourselves in a bizzare world of "ek ah ek ah papaya" then we're not going to live a fruitful life. What's the whole point? The 'territory' you're trying to defend actually belongs to every singaporean democratically.

And if you're really in need of cause to fight for, join the army. Organize a political party. Fight poverty. Eliminate hunger and malnutrition. Class war. Not gaduh kat bawah tepi kolong blok with another bunch of teenage mutant ninja retardos. 

As i'm writing this, I know i'm not the best example of how to live your life. There is no clear cut model or a default application to get through in life. Make the most out of it. Macam Stephen Gaytely R.I.P. down wit O.P.P.(Boyzone Y'all). If you're someone young trying to join the unimpressionable herd, I hope this helps. 

And oh ya, I'd rather have my cousin serve his punishment. then can talk about remorse and redeeming later. That's just me.

 Past few days of working have been a trial of emotions. Some people i've seen were so daft and uncouth that i felt like tearing out my apron and immediately go apeshit on the numb duck standing in front of the register counter. 

"eh,eh, clear this one for me."

i go,"Eh, eh fuck the shut up for me."

Boomz!

 Ok guys, i need help. Who do you think deserves to be on the cover of our third issue? I need ideas, anyone be it a band, a solo artist or even a concerto chamber fill with emptiness.(A lot of hot hair on that one) And what would you like to see in an online mag? hit me up with your commies. Just don't be an Anti-socialist though with your rants. You know i love you.

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MonstARR!!

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I'm here blogging in the hospital, anxiously waiting for syaflov. She's been sick for 4 days and i can't bear to see her so sick. I may look like a stone but just looking at her tears flowing can make me crumble. Pray she's ok. Lov...

 Why is it that when someone's grey matter pictures itself a muslim, a turban wearing, sand surfing, gibberish speaking arab man comes to mind when instead they could have a pictured a t-shirt loving, 24 year old asian guy blogging on his Mac? 

Why is it that some idiot on the other side of the world makes videos lampooning muslim's so called backward, centuries ago culture when it was the muslim scientists and 'alchemists' themselves that modernized science around let's say, centuries ago? And how dare they 'latinized' those names to fit their short tongue.

Why do some people think that invading another country and imposing their ideals and values is the best solution to protect their own country?

Why are they ridiculing the arabs's cultural wear when their own 'Klan' likes to frolick in sweat soaked hoodies?

Why?
Why?



From a 24 year old asian guy blogging from his mac.